Tuesday, April 26, 2005
TONIGHT !worry !heart beat !email !big rounded eyes !happyness !Ardavaz !vodka !vodka !....g(; !vodka !bahman !vodka !No more I can feel the need to talk
Thursday, April 21, 2005
بابل You can't imagine how exhilarated and set-up I feel, as though I'd come into my own again after a period of social ostracism. I must confess that I get lonely for some one who talks my kind of nonsensical talk.Nasim somehow seems to stand for the life I belong to,--of books and musics and dancing and parties and politeness and colors,--a poor, foolish, silly life, if you will, but mine own. And I have missed it. This serving society business is theoretically admirable and compelling and interesting, but deadly stupid in its working details. I am afraid I was never born to set the crooked straight. ooooooooooooooaaaaaa! lots of fun we'll have tomorrow
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Suddenly I recognized my connection to countless unknown things, thousands of memories which don't belong to me. Things disagreable to my fine sensibility It doesn't have to convert any celestial message, it's just so beautiful -so am I- what else should it be?
Monday, April 18, 2005
Done without any pain or bleeding
Sunday, April 10, 2005
EXPRESS RESULTS بالاخره تموم شد! به بهشاد داشتم می گفتم امشب، در بد ترین شرایط 90 روز دیگه دوباره امتحان می دم ، اینکه ناراحتی نداره! من حتی واسه نفت که هر یه میلیون سال یه بار جبران می شه هم ناراحت نیستم، چه برسه به اینکه هر نود روز یه بار قابل جبرانه!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
horse shit such was the stillness, I never felt before this was the question, pulling, pulling, pulling you in your heart, in your soul, did you find rest there? Somewhere in a hidden memory images float before my eyes The old ways are lost, you sang as you flew and I wondered why
Saturday, April 02, 2005
nothing ever happens you don't have to worry at all, she'll understand, she won't pin it on you! she never blames her friends, nither others! she'll simply explain everything in a way you could never bring excuses yourself and she'll forgive, forgive?!! there won't remain anything to forgive at all! just do not pretend that everything is fine, do not fool her at least, she feels humiliated
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