Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Early mornings when I wash my face and wipe my brow , I like to think I can be so willed and never get angry again for nothing
Late at night, I decide to go.... we don't need hostility...it's simple, perhaps I should have been gone earlier, but....timid smile and puase to free
Am I still beautiful? have I ever been beautiful at all?
Am I too obsessed with myself?
Do I really look stupid? Do I always talk non-sense?




Wednesday, November 23, 2005

welcom to the real world, it sucks, you gonna love it



Not that I'm going to start nagging again, but I just don't like to wake up early, I just don't think I wished to be sitting somewhere doing course work so long that I got my butt flat. I just want to go shopping again, I miss those precious hours of having nothing to do! well I nagged enough to divert my attention from the main problem, I wish I had never made the promiss , I wish tomorrow never comes and .... well.... and all I want right now is merely a cup of coffee please.




Sunday, November 13, 2005


.If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging
:and

!!!!Never miss a good chance to shut up




Friday, November 11, 2005

..... LAST NIGHT
IT WAS REALY LATE

As I easily get inner contact with myself, I noticed distress is grabbing for my throat once again. It is time to reach out, to find something that isn't there, do you see those signs? They are on the road, but I think it's crazy
I am evaporating, a veil of smoke is what I am
I don't know why I am so obsessed with "unbearable lightness of being" , during last few days, it's happened so many times that I caught myself thinking about that:Only necessity is heavy and only what weighs has value

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