you stupid girl!!!!Don't you blame yourself

There is no crime,there is no blame

This madness happens all the time

It's just that no one was there to break your fall

I understand how hard it's been, I've been there and I have seen

I know that feeling deep down in your soul. That empty searing has dug a hole in my life too.

It's just that it happened too soon

In case you cannot sleep at night, be certain this will take it's toll

there was no intent to deceive

It's hardly bearable to go and barely possible to leave

This is getting ridiculous!

Come on, you know it is.

There's no denying the ridiculousness at this point.That was a terrible idea. That thing you did, it was really a terrible idea. I don't think you ought to do it again.

Yes, I know that most people, most of the time, are Doing it Wrong! but it's not an excuse! Have you noticed how many times during last months you've begged for apology!!! nice try!

At least there is no doubt anymore, now I clearly know what has been going on
and I'm sorry...
I am sorry because I didn't respect the unwritten contract of the erotic part of their friendship
I'm sorry because I cannot even hate her anymore
Sympathy!!! yes! that's my sentence! I am a war criminal and I have been convicted to be voluntarily nice!
That's the worst conviction ever: for there is nothing heavier than compassion, not even one's own problem weighs so heavy as the burden one feels for somebody(or with somebody). It's intensified by imagination and prolonged by hundred of echoes

she says:
Great minds think alike , especially when they are females!!!!

I don't want it to be 13th of december, she'll leave in 4 days and i'm going to miss her,
who will talk to me then? as she's the only one who really talks to me i think my mouth will smell bad when she's not here!