Friday, April 28, 2006

my goodness.... I've just noticed something, actually I had stated it once before whem I had just come to UK, but that time was somehow unconsciously!the fact is that I have never been surprised by what's happening to me! that time I said the only surprise is that i'm not surprised and I just noticed, let say remembered that whatever has happened to me so far, I'd had pictured it before, even all the relationships, maybe with other faces or even without faces, but there hasn't been a single event without a trace of dream/nightmare in my mind....oh my god, if that's true i should immediately stop my masochistic approach to enjoy unpleasant prospectives....actually I've already stopped this recent habit (which i shall confess was a real fun at the time) still i'm not secure! please somebody convince me that I'm wrong or i'll be at risk of waisting my time daydreaming



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